There’s something satisfying about completing. Getting to
the end is a wonderful feeling. Often it doesn’t really matter how big or long
or high the task is- finishing it makes you feel good. But sometimes, just
sometimes, the massive task is so time-consuming and energy-draining that
completing it is more than just a good feeling- it becomes a memorable
milestone.
Along life’s journey, I’ve just completed another mile. A
mile that I probably won’t forget. The one that has taken 4 years to travel…
that has taken many days and probably just as many late nights… that has taken
countless hours of driving and train travel… that has seen me staring at a
computer screen for what is longer (I’m sure) than is healthy… that has gone
over many bumps and through many valleys… but ultimately one that has also
climbed mountains and made me a (qualified!) teacher.
I can’t remember my first smile, or my first step, or my
first day at school. But I will always remember the day I completed my
university degree.
It’s been a long time since I’ve blogged. I could think of
many excuses. But the biggest reason is that, and now I draw on an experience I
hope you’ve all encountered, running those last few steps drains you. Most of
the journey involves coasting along at a constant speed, but putting in that
final effort, using all the stored energy, and racing to the finish line is
exhausting. I’ve just done it.
To be honest, I’m not sure what I feel about finishing. To
me, I’ve come first. I don’t know (and I don’t really care) what everyone else
thinks, but the personal growth, the confidence, the experiences and the
knowledge I’ve gained along the way puts me in first place. Having such a
lovely group of students for my final prac, who think I’m the ‘best awesomest
teacher’ (Sorry Mr G!) was wonderful, and although they think I’m the teacher,
they’ve all taught me too. The final week of my uni journey was unforgettable,
mostly thanks to them.
At the same time, that feeling of finishing also means that
a journey is complete. There are some video replays that play over in my mind,
but there’s a different road ahead. I’m going to miss student life!
I am ever so grateful for the opportunities, the challenges,
the encouragement and the support I’ve been given along the way. Some times it
was rough, and sometimes I needed a bit of help or advice- but it was always
there.
On the 17th October my results are released. Some
time (early next year at a guess) will be my graduation. January 1st
I’ll start being paid as a full-time teacher. It’s all pretty exciting. I’ll
let you know how everything goes! J
